Grow and Go...

You once were this...

Yet now youre that...

I taught you this...

You taught me that...

I am leaving...

You are to...

We grow we go...

Forward further...

Learning Life...

Leaving lessons...

Grow and Go...

a shot of grey...
out of the blue...
its not you...

my malaise...
holds no truth...
just blue of hue...

revisit past haunts...
lil substance taunts...
colour me blue...

dissecting thoughts...
restoring rapport...
coming through...

a spark of hope...
momentum gain...
forward reign...

Charity lurks,
waiting to pounce,
on the weak,
the unsuspecting.



Charity wrings,
blood from stone,
bread from bone,
of the poor.



Charity shines,
in the baubles,
with celebrity,
no anonymity.



Charity blatant,
more game,
more gain,
no shame.

#AsItComes

as the great cycle turns to end, and start, I watch in awe so small, my part,

which without a void, there'd be, a special one, only of me,

the future of I know not, yet great is the hope Ive got,

time a constant, love a plenty, truth abound in humanity.

#ItShallCome

I count my blessings and soothe my sorrows. #happiness



If tomorrow never comes, what could I have done. #mortal




By Eve's transgression, loneliness inherent. #ByWayOfEden




#lifecycle... reassessing . depossessing . reassessing . addressing . reassessing . progressing . reassessing . digressing . reassessing . processing . #bloom



anxiety whirls, whips, sanctity of slumber, definate departure, torn, aching.




Monday morning dawning, grey and warm, fickle winter, shortest day.




#quitter... overcome... dependancy... alone... always



#letting go
choose to chill. evade the ill.
harrowed mind. seek to find.
I shant miss. my due bliss.
I choose to chill.





infinite thoughts ricochet in the stream

leaving sleep without dreams

#flow

stasis mind . yearns . judges . loser . self . sacrifice . shares...

transient heart . loves . gifts . grows . teaches . seeks . finds . shares...

#bless
may you always...
see the beauty before you...
and not lose heart...





#alloytinmint embracing now... ignoring ego... making like a droid



I catch my breath. not saying. what. my heart thinks. or my mind feels




#frown
confusing simplicities
innocent pain
growing complexities
redistributing pain




in a tangle . what a mess . i guess it . was best left . #knitting #knot

my life in poetwees moons ago

life an experiment

many tests and controls

seeming random results

through chaos resolves

true magic

#InTheory #Of Thought.

understanding

the pathway

to gnosis.

My mortality... inferiority... I see in others lives...

My significance in mirror... I exorcise...

pain of chest... Silent resolve...

Im just... of human mould...

#live #learn.

in others we may see, the wrinkles we might, iron out of ourselves #learning #growing.

cease and desist

Time

my elusive friend

I wish

to enjoy your gift.

moments... made magical... memories.

My mortality... wafts frequently... through my mind... have to wonder why...

#life #flight #fancy.

living each breath... loving each lie... time goes by... #AllGood.

winter 2010 #poetwee

You shine bright. But you are weak. Tempt us out. Leaving us. To frost bite. #winter #sun




Your coldness leaves me static
Not wanting to be wrapped in your chill
Yet............
Not ready to move on
#winter #AboutADay




I wipe moisture from your panes
Testament of captured breath
I open you to a new day
So you can breathe again
#winter #wet



a shadow over chest.
so cold. so hot.
so...
I know. not what.
#winter #ills

Cloud like The Nexus through steel blue sky... #OminousSky

#Begone

For the life of me

radio raises the ghost

coincidence

consequence

how can I not remember

begone you pained

have lessons yet to learn

we werent

merely fleshmen

#remembrance

#GhostlyFear

you paralyse me still

ghosting through my dreams

held against my will

no-one can help

me

#remembrance

#SaltAndBurn

I thought

Id laid my ghost to rest

Clearly I have not

Haunted corridors n dreams

Bind me to the fear

Salt and Burn

I cannot

This ghost solid alive

I wrap my heart in leaden grief

My mind strength of spirit

Even in the waken state

I still feel him

#remembrance

cold feet...

warm hearth...

smoke chokes...

unwilling...

scent lingers...

after...

on cat...

#winter #warm

time ticks...

on...

faster than slow... goes... an eternity...

maybe... who knows...

time ticks...

off...

#secs #mins #hours

strong it beats alone...

its own rhythm...

other comes it flutters...

unashamedly so...

#onelove #ownlove

A special day...
Celebrated...
Loved...
Precious memories made...
For the youngest...
For the oldest...
Togetherness...
Sharing...
Warmth...
Laughter wafting free...
Fun alive humming...
Cullen's 13th year...

'a moment'

shelter me

if you must

but let me

see the sky

weeping heart

alone

exposed

so random

09:21 23-06-2010

light of sky

dark of earth

soon to reverse

sometimes the effort exceeds the reward
then sets in regret
I must remember to give and let go
knowing my peace
satisfied with being in the state to give
it being the reward
I must remember others not just I

a thousand words