Buttercup dance in grassy meadow

Dandelion diamond in rough

I cannot smell the roses on the summer breeze.

But I feel and hear the goodness washing over me.

grasshopper chirp and cricket snore orchestrating summer symphony cicada sound in rustling bluster

As the hawk tries to find his soar...

I try to find my sight...

The sun too bright...

The hawk has gone...

Fear has fenced us in.

In our yards.

In our homes.

Even in our skin.

Sitting out in dappled shade, that sways in baby bluster.

I close my eyes, natures strobing light.

Nicely warming, cool strong breeze.

I've been gone for so long...

Again merging til I cant see...

I'm back and I'm not strong...

Why do I do this, do this to me...

Matters not really, a cyclic thing...

Have the process down pat...

Maybe it's in my genes...

Clean up now Stat...

Forever a Day

In a garden of roses... Lay naked with Love... Chocolate sweet kisses each day... Melt in your arms... Always together if forever apart... Each moment is Love... Celebrate you forever in now... Riches beyond a day... Swept off of our feet... In True Magical Love...

Confusion

Help Myself

Obsession the silent denizen... Rest in deepest darkest abyss... Gentle beast sated sleeping... Balanced light above still waters... I am my own... Strength Love Wisdom of I... As he stirs rising... I teeter very near topple... I weaken focus seek... Strength found you and you... I grasp gasp leech... I blur you shadow me... Strive to calm he... Define renew separate self you... Formidable sheltered safe I... Dredging strength deep coating me... First step battle won... Falls away sleeps again deep... I naked return me...

Naive Bliss

I laugh at my naivety... I guess youre laughing to... But thats okay I would not take, back what I give to you... To share my heart... To share my mind... Brings me pure joy... This life is short... Love is blind... Is not some sinister ploy... So if to you I give my all... Remember simply this... Time continues through the fall... In Spring you were my bliss...

Naked I... Lay Alone... Loving Self... Letting Go... Surrender All... Receiving You... At-one-ment...

My Ghost

Were I to paint you, I'd start with grey.
Such is consuming, in a reflective way.
Though you hurt me, deep inner core.
I'd not trade you, for money or more.
Seduced by sadness, enlightened by grief.
You are closer, than any to me.
Of course you shant leave me, e'en if could.
I'd be the merest shadow, without your good.
The comfort I get, wrapped up in you.
Is unique, of the same there's not two.
I treasure, my morosely overwhelmed ghost.
Forever with me youve been, forever Im host.

Whats Yours Is Not Mine

You know I love these guys...
Just because they are... Yet sometimes theyre absurd... Their hearts and heads so high and deep... In others lives... Their holier than thou ego... Their self righteous stance... To observe such intrusion upon another... They disclose unto me... Im nought... They make it their frustration... Even gloat of their meddling success'... For me uncomfortable... They always dis the absent... Get back in your life and let others be... Organize your own...

To Walk On A Whim

The friend of my son arrived early morn, for his mum an early day start.
Then approximately 30 minutes on, ready to leave but oh, not the car.
So off on foot to school the boys trot, as I curse her, and whatevers wrong. I sit and think avoiding a spot, to focus on what can be done. A rough plan of the day, I have in my head. I start walking then find a way, though other direction a quicker tread. Jandaled and jeaned in a cool breeze, absorbing the sights the sound. Traffic flow a steady ease, cicada song stereo all surround. Into an old friend I happen, a pleasantly brief update. Hes doing much as I had been, an unorganized day. I pay a bill and send a post, feels good almost liberating. Then to a favourite store I ghost, looking at pendants just browsing. Continue on at a comfy pace, meet up with a new friend. Chat about no longer saving face, but loving each moment til end. Finally at mums in shade, I water myself and sit. My sister with hair I help aid, gloved I colour she sits. To hairdresser I drive her, and back to mums for lunch. Then down to my destiny quicker, to do relevant things for my son. A smile from young man unknown, a photo of heron distraught. Chance to pick litter blown, let breeze drift through thought. A day the start frustrated, the path not known unclear. Although over longer road I wafted, had laughs and fun smiles I did share. If I had taken the quickest, would I encountered any like this? It mayhaps have been easier, just so much I would have missed.

Sink in sadness
Stasis grey
Careless
For a way

Free To Be Love

Do dote on me.
Dont leave me cold.
I must needs know. Im whom you hold.
In heart ~ In mind ~ In love

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