~ cyberspace ~ not worth the paper ~ written on ~

me see

~ so involved in self ~ in old grievances ~ in new little toys ~ distractions from others ~ whom may need ~ use or avoid ~ wanting something more ~ just because I can ~ needing everything ~ money house man ~ not seeing all beauty ~ right here at my feet ~ in the smile of my son ~ the quiet in the street ~ looking out ~ hoping to see ~ past brooding me ~

O. D. D. O. M

~ overdosed on exercise ~

~ mind too tired to write ~

~ thoughts too fast to read ~

~ eyes to heavy to see ~

~ balance is what I need ~

~ to be healthy be free ~

Go inside once again,

to stabilise my mind,

validate my heart,

heal my wounds.

we worry over our impact upon our earth mother...

but we can now witness the world over...

mother takes no shit...

in a matter of weeks she leaves 1000s homeless...

takes lives without conscience...

we have created much...

many terrors, yet we are vunerable...

our universal cycle too big to comprehend, continues...

regardless of what we might do to the air waters, land...

learning to love and respect mother earth should be a natural whim...

we should worry about our soul...

our inability to love, living life one another...

we shall destroy ourselves, before we do our mother...

much of humanity worship undead, unreal, fame fantasy...

the cycle is culling, I wonder who and what will make the cut...

A magical night

of light

and wonder

reflection and hope

Love blooming high

in the night

vibrant by sight

felt under feet

HAPPY NEW YEAR

sheltered from the masses

resting in the shade

breathing in darkness

cooling weary pain

RiPpLe

Why am I...

The one who waits...

What is it...

That makes me so...

Then feel an idiot...

For having done...

When I am...

Not thought of...

Could likely cease...

To exist...

Without ripple...

Or effect...

lovesick

my worry is making me sick...
my heart a novelty ripped...
you unaware of all this...
as in another find bliss...

Uncertainty certainly runs deep...
Weighing reeling within me...
My all given taken with ease...
Nothing to show or appease...
What becomes of me...

Grow and Go...

You once were this...

Yet now youre that...

I taught you this...

You taught me that...

I am leaving...

You are to...

We grow we go...

Forward further...

Learning Life...

Leaving lessons...

Grow and Go...

a shot of grey...
out of the blue...
its not you...

my malaise...
holds no truth...
just blue of hue...

revisit past haunts...
lil substance taunts...
colour me blue...

dissecting thoughts...
restoring rapport...
coming through...

a spark of hope...
momentum gain...
forward reign...

Charity lurks,
waiting to pounce,
on the weak,
the unsuspecting.



Charity wrings,
blood from stone,
bread from bone,
of the poor.



Charity shines,
in the baubles,
with celebrity,
no anonymity.



Charity blatant,
more game,
more gain,
no shame.

#AsItComes

as the great cycle turns to end, and start, I watch in awe so small, my part,

which without a void, there'd be, a special one, only of me,

the future of I know not, yet great is the hope Ive got,

time a constant, love a plenty, truth abound in humanity.

#ItShallCome

I count my blessings and soothe my sorrows. #happiness



If tomorrow never comes, what could I have done. #mortal




By Eve's transgression, loneliness inherent. #ByWayOfEden




#lifecycle... reassessing . depossessing . reassessing . addressing . reassessing . progressing . reassessing . digressing . reassessing . processing . #bloom



anxiety whirls, whips, sanctity of slumber, definate departure, torn, aching.




Monday morning dawning, grey and warm, fickle winter, shortest day.




#quitter... overcome... dependancy... alone... always



#letting go
choose to chill. evade the ill.
harrowed mind. seek to find.
I shant miss. my due bliss.
I choose to chill.





infinite thoughts ricochet in the stream

leaving sleep without dreams

#flow

stasis mind . yearns . judges . loser . self . sacrifice . shares...

transient heart . loves . gifts . grows . teaches . seeks . finds . shares...

#bless
may you always...
see the beauty before you...
and not lose heart...





#alloytinmint embracing now... ignoring ego... making like a droid



I catch my breath. not saying. what. my heart thinks. or my mind feels




#frown
confusing simplicities
innocent pain
growing complexities
redistributing pain




in a tangle . what a mess . i guess it . was best left . #knitting #knot

my life in poetwees moons ago

life an experiment

many tests and controls

seeming random results

through chaos resolves

true magic

#InTheory #Of Thought.

understanding

the pathway

to gnosis.

My mortality... inferiority... I see in others lives...

My significance in mirror... I exorcise...

pain of chest... Silent resolve...

Im just... of human mould...

#live #learn.

in others we may see, the wrinkles we might, iron out of ourselves #learning #growing.

cease and desist

Time

my elusive friend

I wish

to enjoy your gift.

moments... made magical... memories.

My mortality... wafts frequently... through my mind... have to wonder why...

#life #flight #fancy.

living each breath... loving each lie... time goes by... #AllGood.

winter 2010 #poetwee

You shine bright. But you are weak. Tempt us out. Leaving us. To frost bite. #winter #sun




Your coldness leaves me static
Not wanting to be wrapped in your chill
Yet............
Not ready to move on
#winter #AboutADay




I wipe moisture from your panes
Testament of captured breath
I open you to a new day
So you can breathe again
#winter #wet



a shadow over chest.
so cold. so hot.
so...
I know. not what.
#winter #ills