Wednesday, October 28, 2009


Pondering the Plan...
Coincidental happenings...
Trusting fate... Path unwinds...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

- Inspire Me To Ode -
- Inspire Me To Rhyme -
- Inspire Me To Love -
- Let Your Will Be Mine -

- Your vision is short - Extend your view - It is all okay -
Let the Poet suffer he brings us our tears.
Let the Poet suffer to dispel our fears.
Let the Poet suffer who really cares.

Sunday, October 25, 2009


'As sorrow leaches - glimpse raw beauty - renewed love pure'

Saturday, October 24, 2009

The Perfect Man

"What is that saying? You know the one?... Women look for men, that are like their Fathers? You know the one I mean?"

Anyway I was talking with a friend of mine about the pros and cons of having a man and the type of men we'd prefer, which led me to this phrase or whatever it is?

So I now know why I am sad and lonely. I had previously only had partners who I was attracted to, men who turned me on, how STUPID am I!

Armed with this knowledge... and we all know 'knowledge is power.' I have made a list of the traits my 'Perfect Man' should have.

1. He must be a transient never stay in one place long enough to outstay his welcome.

2. He must have an addictive personality, alcoholic preferred, but druggies will be considered.

3. He must have a criminal conviction, shoplifting and bicycle theft doesn't count.

4. He must be Maori, and preferably unrelated.

"Well there you have it, my 'Perfect Man' criteria. The good thing is I know there is an abundance of men that fit said criteria, I shall be spoilt for choice! Watch out guys here I come!"

"I claw my way out of the Abyss. My heart an open target.

Reinforcement comes in Love, I rise above it."

Friday, October 23, 2009




"If Love does not come from the Source you Wish Seek the Source Within"

Monday, October 19, 2009

Kidz in Space - Downtime





'I Do Not Want Answers But A Path To Tread'

Happy Birthday Tiger

A man of the dark you claim, and yet you brighten the day.
With every breath you tweet, either cheeky or rather sweet.
You wit is quick and bright, you usually stump me left or right.
A fine attribute to Twitter, it's true, not all that's gold glitters.
Though weve really only recent met it does to me seem longer yet,
I would not trade a day, to catch a *smile* or play a game.
Full credit to your Mum and Dad for this fine Man, reared from a lad.
Hell you inspired me to Ode I hope your head now dont explode.
Happy Birthday! Birthday Boy! Thank God! I cant play the lute!
Just remember before you go to work take off the birthday suit!

Have an awesome day mwah!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

A God Send

One winters eve there is a knock at the door. I open it and find two well groomed young men standing there with angelic smiles. I know who they, and why they are here, I smile deeply inside, slightly on the outside. I offer them entry they decline, after inquiring if there was another person in the house, and I said, "no."

The taller of the two begins his spiel "We are here...." I know what you are here to do, you wish to save me from the most awful afterlife. I still smiling both inwardly and outwardly. In my mind I ask, "Why, why send me beautiful young men, you know this wont work." I laugh, not outwardly. "You tease!"

The Elder continues his spiel. I smile and nod, he pauses.

"I don't think you have anything for me. I have read the scriptures, I know what it says, I know what I believe." I am actually very nervous, my voice quavers, I shake. I do not like to talk about these things, they are too insubstantial in a world of substance. Annie Lennox singing 'don't mess with a missionary man' missionary ooh! Reality bite. He speaks "Oh you have?" in his American drawl. "Have you read the Book of Mormon?" I reply "I haven't read the whole book, I have looked through it though." He offers "Oh so you know that .... confirms...?" I'm so not enjoying this. "Yes I understand what the book is getting at, but it still does not interest me." He continues on "Okay well would you mind if I leave this brochure which tells you how...and we can come back at a later date to discuss any questions you may have." I am now just wanting them to leave which is of course the whole plan. " Yeah okay I will" I relent...


So off they trot after being surprised that I have a copy of The Book of Mormon. "My friend gave it to me" I explained. Which she did. She saw me reading it when we were away camping and thought I should have it she shoved it in my bag. I did not lie to the missionary man. I secretly hoped they would and wouldn't return...