while in candyfloss sky...

Monsters warred...

and bickering birds,

fickle fly...

thankful am I...

Stunned by the naked beauty before me...







ever thankful...

poetwee

- Her meretricious nature -
- Lead to many indecent proposals -


- I shall soar -
- through starburst -
- know more than is -
- sense was is and will -
#morethanmortal


- for now I seek -
- brief respite in sleep -
- battle the monsters -
- from the deep -
#shatteredsleep

poetwee

- beyond the flesh - the aged soul - resembles not its vessel -

#vanity #truth

-natural age-

-not the norm-

-subject ridicule scorn-

-shallow minds empty eyes-

#truth #vanity

-hundreds of pics taken-

-whittled down to one-

-more perfect then I am-

#vanity #truth

- beauty rampant humanity -

obsession grand commodity

- evolving sophisticates -

- perfect faux -

- natural woe -

-with clear intent I surrender-

-exciting at what may come of you-

-in time-

-you reflect my beauty-

#truth #vanity

-am letting go-

-ready to grow-

-old gracefully-

-this suits me-

#truevanity.

- I do not wish -

- to see eternity-

- in this simple vessel -

#morethanmortal

poetwee

As zealots guard in shame.
With closed minds.
Do they miss the dawn.

>>> <<<

silence observes the passing noise

>>> <<<

vast the web we weave

a timeless sea

first in history

#haikuparty #twitter

poetwee

The season of the night...

Offers respite...

In cooler clime...

Less sunshine...

Rest...

>>> <<<

Conservative Culture.
Why run @ 100% when 75% will suffice.
Conserve Energy.
Slow Down.

>>> <<<

Being drawn in I let go,

floating away,

into the deep calm,

beyond knowledge,

consumed by rest.

>>> <<<

He

invites himself in.

So cool,

is He

winter tryst.

>>> <<<

Natures kiss ~
Promises this ~
Beauty stark ~
Transitions dark ~
Always true ~
Simplicity you ~
Phoenix rise ~
Consecrating fires ~
Levelling forces ~
Tempest courses ~
Egoless might ~
Contest fight ~
Immortal Youth ~

Finding Wings

Observing beauty of perfection vast...
I know tis not my last...
Faith laced within each breath...
Attend breeze to guide my step...
Curses given of a moment...
Enlightened by the experience darkness broken...
Releasing ego seeing self true...
Tides of love safety of you...
By will of the Most...
With a soul of the Ghost...
As ego of the Son...
Of this time I worship None...

Losing It

To lose faith:

in humanity is mind blowing,

in love is heart breaking,

in self is soul shaking,

in life is death living.

"Chasing the Sun leads to no end"

The obstacles,

are real,

though not all there is.

There is beauty beyond,

if we,

can only see.

~The pendulum of lust swings.

Manchurian doth sing.

An unknown tune.

The sound keeps me true.

Universe cyber hush.

Manchurian bound spell of lust~

Your load I cannot carry. Personalised for you.
Lets leave it here. Take a stroll.

Sparrow scattered lawn. Cat stretch and yawn.
Squeals of water-play. Warm autumn rays.

Hard tarseal spongy field. Old lemon tree mighty yield.

Shall we continue...

Continue...

As you wish.

Tyres screech no thud. Pause release breathe hard.
Smile to those on path. Sharing their space with a laugh.

Nearing your home. Playing spot the Gnome.
Sniffing scented blooms. Roses over your fence loom.

Youre home enjoy your eve. I smile and leave.

We have the same destination.
Our journey shapes our soul.
Preparing for the next unknown.

Fear a natural force.
A guide. A curse. A jailer.
Which face has yours.

Happiness is of the heart n head

It isnt Money or lack there of

~ Whats your focus happiness or money~

~Rehydrating self contemplating some, Anika serenades with solemn sound to a stoic day~

~every now and again I get the urge to cut and run ~

I have that urge now

~ To cut myself out of this circle~
~twtter~

#36663
~Revelations Mayan End~

~Systems Shift Beyond Own~

~Timewarps Mindsfold Chaos~
~Shifts To Lull Slowing~

~Heart Beat Strong~

Easter Cheers

~ new moon count begins ~

as the first quarter ends

~ we celebrate the death of one ~

with chocolate cheers

'*-.,.-*''*-.,.-*'

~festive fertility~

commercial commodity

consumer society

~resurrect humanity~

'*-.,.-*''*-.,.-*'

~relax unwind summers end~

lay fallow the ground

~prepare for winter cleanse~

burst forth life anew

'*-.,.-*''*-.,.-*'

~refrain contain assess~

~conflict address repair~

~access respite continue~

~ wake too early ~ here too long ~ same old song ~

~ clear blue sky ~ half moon high ~ fresh cool breeze ~ autumn eve ~

Its criminal that you shine so bright, when I only want to curl up in darkness...

I seek and find half dark I'll rest a time in thee...

Being drawn in I let go floating away into deep calm, beyond knowledge consumed by rest.

Time to blaze ~ off into the deepest corners of my mind. Where impossible ~ is nothing and where true love ~ isnt blind.

~The mosquito summons me to put her out of her misery though she tries to evade her fate~

~In darkness the moth dances around the light of global unity then flits off into the night~

To hell and back some will go before their revelation...

When in hell stop... let it all pass by... the chaos confusion the pain... lay low for a time... find anchorage... Love.

The struggle I suffer in silence,
because honestly who really cares,
in this self consumed society.

Each entity fearful of their future,

enveloped in their past of blame,

shoot down any unlike them.

I tire some so Ill take respite in I,

hold my own heart my own hand,

accept Im a separate til the end.

when you understand
your words
mean jack shit
to many

you will recognise

whom are

worth your pearls

very few

me myself I

To kick myself pointless
To trust myself dangerous
To know myself impossible
To love myself invaluable

Hackles high insecurity rears.

Exclusive heart willing victim.

Separate remain I inclusive.

Detriment via owns soul.

Desire fantasy alone safe.

Recupe spark from All.

I shall... leave well... alone... for... I am

stomach numb

churning nauseous

reflections obvious

naivety bloom

humbled ego

accepting is

Water Babes

A stream of studies
Throughout the day
Water babes we seek
Miniature aliens probed
Babbling beauty of brook
Chatter the childer
Focus excites the determined
Exploring delights whimsy
Capture renews all interest
Pleasant days heat
In shade cool respite
Retire satisfied spent

sleep under starry sky

lazy flame seductive dance...
consuming limbs the beaconed dark...
signals drift away on high...
no heed paid to ceiling green...
journeys into gray of night...
sentries stark strong silent calm...
liquid babbling serenity fills air...
delicious sprite coolly wafts...
regulating my containment...
liberating my commune with mother...

How to say...
Like the wind that leaves me breathless...
You take my breathe away...
As the sunrise touched peachypinks...
I blossom in your rays...
How to say...
So precious diamonds in dark sky...
You radiate vast distant true...
Winter waves ever swell from deep...
My essence drifts to you...
How to say...

body

mind

stronger

than

mind

will

yearns

deep

tangible

touch

Sven

me

in

out

all

over

please

need

now

a stroll to the village

bluesky splotched white
nipple exciting breeze
gulls lament beyond
fresh cut lawn
traffic sound
like in seashell
commuters polluters
point of view
composing or posing
homeless or degenerate
calling to me no
bro Im not your cuz
colour me brown

steel pain coldest heat

a scream outside of me

running off into the night

I follow leaving behind

some of import

but follow I must

for you took my....

Sitting in head. Following a thread.

Fact or Fiction.

Product of mind. trying to define.

Fact or Fiction.

- I have missed you - Such a beautiful ride - You excite me -

he comes again

silent persistent

taking me slowly

but surely I fight

am overcome by

him his dark world

measure moments love

by heart not head for

worse thoughts arent said to

measure moments love

darkest beauty silent - crickets mating call

darkest beauty spans - beyond knowledge all

darkest beauty encompass - space big and small

- heat rests heavy -

- skin fire shy -

- cool respite wafts -

- radiance seeps -

- stifling room -

- numb -

- breeze in sweetly -

- caressing my length -

- longing for more -

Insecurities find me.

Perceive evermore.

Connected self...

Stable mind...

Relevant in society.

In foetal I hide.

I know I am...

Know what I'm not...

Forged of promiscuity.

Reared inspite.

Denial of obscenity's...

Courage false pride...

Drown in inferiority.

Ugly face refried.

this grief I give to thee these tears release for me those

words I wont regret things done I cant forget gift me love

Love please relieve the anguish deep search for wisdom

in your word guide through lessons to learn

Subsidence of mind
Eternal climb
Stodge

drift through ~ ride my waves ~ enjoy the ride ~ wave goodbye

Like a flower ~ that opens to the light ~ and shuts out the dark ~ so is my heart

Done

~ faux emo ~

insubstantial
forgettable
mwah

~ doubt wins the day ~

~ sick
~ deep
~ death
~ wont come

Our Minds Limited By Our Physical Nature

We are each of us a spark of pure vibrant energy...
Resonating in an environment more connected, more brilliant than we know...
We effect this force with our deepest thoughts, our obvious actions...
Insecure we follow the masses, yearning for meaning, and/of disaster...
We do not trust basic instinct, looking for answers outside our own...
Trusting others fears and bias, becoming one with those...
We feed each other dulling radiance slowing the natural flow...
Eternal the search has been, our faith raw in a wisemans hands...
We adore who preach, after life, miracle cures, magic potions for longevity...
Acceptance, understanding of our true infinite nature, few even seek...
We see death as a finality, though truly most believe in more...
Segregated communities, religion, wealth, education and race...
We are keeping busy in this tangible finite space, numbing the need to know...
Scared of ourselves and neighbours, our food the very air we breath...
We have become the collective mind of all that is negative, our wants now needs...
If only we knew our true beauty, there would be nought to fear...
We can look for all that is positive, in ourselves and the entire universe...
Infect the world with love and promise celebrating each and every exchange...
We are each of us a spark of pure vibrant energy, lets share...

Where are you...
I wish I knew...
Secret safe secure...
A pure smile...
Beyond all I know...
You dwell unseeing...
We see very little...
Who ignites you...
This realm supports you...
You care not...
It Is As Is...
Where are you...

Intelligent Life...
More than just us...
Humanity's ego...
May fall eyes new...
We Are...
What is will come...
My Mirror...
Can I stare down...
Deep Ache...
As history tells all...
Skeleton Soul...
Brace for simple trues...

In wetness I walk,
your fall grounding fluid galaxia.
Refreshing my senses stale,
cleansing of dead centre calm.
Coverings of self insubstantial,
you seep deep cooling heat.
Stares of the bizarre,
why am I in you.
I remember my child,
running ecstatically in your freedom.
The sacrifice of adult,
seeming immense natures tears joyous.
You have always been,
I an infant in your wake.
My indulgence in you,
keeps heart and mind open.

Karma Camelia

Karma in this lifetime, Ive yet to payback, I guess...
My journey seeming a simple but unending test...
I do not wish for riches, I want, what I need...
But still at times it seems too much even without greed...
So I figure that my life thus far, filled with many bones...
Is being tallied pros and cons til I payback what I owe...
Or could it be Im suppose to strive and reach some unknown goal...
If thats the case Im bound and gagged in my own self dug hole...
Im trying to be all that I can, though my confidence is fleeting...
Maybe trust in self, is the grade of scale, the mission to achieving...
Blindly I shall continue on, with some stress but little haste...
When all I wish, is that I leave, a smile on every face...

I sludge through this viscous...
Near solid its weight...
Physically apparent...
Only in my mind...
Breathe is short...
Sense is not...
Inhale...
Release...

WHY...

For all the shit I spout about living in the now...
Tryna swallow my own medicine it just aint goin' down...
Of course I choose to live in the very recent past...
Im sure Im just confused, mind mush, tortured heart...
Where to go from here, Im writing, best place, I guess...
Next step will be to try n separate ego from this mess...
Faced with simplest facts no doubt I hope to find...
That yet again Ive let my heart runaway with my mind...

At this time,
At this moment,
I despair,
To reconcile,
Only I.

In this time,
In this moment,
Ego dies,
Faux falls,
Reconcile I.

Of this time,
Of this moment,
Fear flees,
Truth shines,
I am I.

when we stop expecting immortality,

we may start to embrace our mortality,

and realise our eternal selves.

The weed despised,

hunted and destroyed,

still stands proud and tall.

Buttercup dance in grassy meadow

Dandelion diamond in rough

I cannot smell the roses on the summer breeze.

But I feel and hear the goodness washing over me.

grasshopper chirp and cricket snore orchestrating summer symphony cicada sound in rustling bluster

As the hawk tries to find his soar...

I try to find my sight...

The sun too bright...

The hawk has gone...

Fear has fenced us in.

In our yards.

In our homes.

Even in our skin.

Sitting out in dappled shade, that sways in baby bluster.

I close my eyes, natures strobing light.

Nicely warming, cool strong breeze.

I've been gone for so long...

Again merging til I cant see...

I'm back and I'm not strong...

Why do I do this, do this to me...

Matters not really, a cyclic thing...

Have the process down pat...

Maybe it's in my genes...

Clean up now Stat...

Forever a Day

In a garden of roses... Lay naked with Love... Chocolate sweet kisses each day... Melt in your arms... Always together if forever apart... Each moment is Love... Celebrate you forever in now... Riches beyond a day... Swept off of our feet... In True Magical Love...

Confusion

Help Myself

Obsession the silent denizen... Rest in deepest darkest abyss... Gentle beast sated sleeping... Balanced light above still waters... I am my own... Strength Love Wisdom of I... As he stirs rising... I teeter very near topple... I weaken focus seek... Strength found you and you... I grasp gasp leech... I blur you shadow me... Strive to calm he... Define renew separate self you... Formidable sheltered safe I... Dredging strength deep coating me... First step battle won... Falls away sleeps again deep... I naked return me...

Naive Bliss

I laugh at my naivety... I guess youre laughing to... But thats okay I would not take, back what I give to you... To share my heart... To share my mind... Brings me pure joy... This life is short... Love is blind... Is not some sinister ploy... So if to you I give my all... Remember simply this... Time continues through the fall... In Spring you were my bliss...

Naked I... Lay Alone... Loving Self... Letting Go... Surrender All... Receiving You... At-one-ment...

My Ghost

Were I to paint you, I'd start with grey.
Such is consuming, in a reflective way.
Though you hurt me, deep inner core.
I'd not trade you, for money or more.
Seduced by sadness, enlightened by grief.
You are closer, than any to me.
Of course you shant leave me, e'en if could.
I'd be the merest shadow, without your good.
The comfort I get, wrapped up in you.
Is unique, of the same there's not two.
I treasure, my morosely overwhelmed ghost.
Forever with me youve been, forever Im host.

Whats Yours Is Not Mine

You know I love these guys...
Just because they are... Yet sometimes theyre absurd... Their hearts and heads so high and deep... In others lives... Their holier than thou ego... Their self righteous stance... To observe such intrusion upon another... They disclose unto me... Im nought... They make it their frustration... Even gloat of their meddling success'... For me uncomfortable... They always dis the absent... Get back in your life and let others be... Organize your own...

To Walk On A Whim

The friend of my son arrived early morn, for his mum an early day start.
Then approximately 30 minutes on, ready to leave but oh, not the car.
So off on foot to school the boys trot, as I curse her, and whatevers wrong. I sit and think avoiding a spot, to focus on what can be done. A rough plan of the day, I have in my head. I start walking then find a way, though other direction a quicker tread. Jandaled and jeaned in a cool breeze, absorbing the sights the sound. Traffic flow a steady ease, cicada song stereo all surround. Into an old friend I happen, a pleasantly brief update. Hes doing much as I had been, an unorganized day. I pay a bill and send a post, feels good almost liberating. Then to a favourite store I ghost, looking at pendants just browsing. Continue on at a comfy pace, meet up with a new friend. Chat about no longer saving face, but loving each moment til end. Finally at mums in shade, I water myself and sit. My sister with hair I help aid, gloved I colour she sits. To hairdresser I drive her, and back to mums for lunch. Then down to my destiny quicker, to do relevant things for my son. A smile from young man unknown, a photo of heron distraught. Chance to pick litter blown, let breeze drift through thought. A day the start frustrated, the path not known unclear. Although over longer road I wafted, had laughs and fun smiles I did share. If I had taken the quickest, would I encountered any like this? It mayhaps have been easier, just so much I would have missed.

Sink in sadness
Stasis grey
Careless
For a way

Free To Be Love

Do dote on me.
Dont leave me cold.
I must needs know. Im whom you hold.
In heart ~ In mind ~ In love

3

THIS IS IT- Im prepared - CHAOS - Calm - RANDOM - Plan

2

THIS IS IT- Im prepared - CHAOS - Calm - RANDOM - Plan

1

THIS IS IT- Im prepared - CHAOS - Calm - RANDOM - Plan

zzz...

My night has come. To carry me. Where I desire. Enclosed in his form. I care not. Where I go.

Good Day

Well spent >>> Great relief
Rest up >>> Urge returns
<<< Go again >>>

Musing I smile
I gift You
To gift another
Smile and muse

When he comes
He comes on strong
Though I resist
It wont be long
Before Im his

Give it up - Fear not - Love

~ Skirt on edges ~
~ Cant slot in ~
~ My own circle ~

- Never again
- Is always
- Never
- Never again

~ Drift away ~ Like grey ~
~ On black ~ No light ~

Why an unanswered question.
What could it mean
When will one know
Who shall answer
Where may it lead

~ In dungeon deep ~
~ Lays fester ~

When the window has gone
Jump at random

See how Im feeling
~ I think not ~
You dont want to

...I dreamt of you...
...It was amazing...
...Living the dream...