~New Zealand's Longest Week~

22-02-11 ~ 01-03-11

Two minutes observed

For those who fell

By Mother Natures wrath

Once Paradise now Hell

As We mourn the Many

New Life is born

Fresh from the Ashes

To a People Forlorn

At the bottom of the World

We are not Forgotten

Nations reach out

Gifting Own wanting nothing

An Eternal week of Devastation

Families and Friends fret

Fear deep during Separation

Open hearts and mind set

Christchurch we hear You

Share your Pain your Grief

May your Missing be found soon

Humanity Prays for Thee

~One Life~

~ cyberspace ~ not worth the paper ~ written on ~

me see

~ so involved in self ~ in old grievances ~ in new little toys ~ distractions from others ~ whom may need ~ use or avoid ~ wanting something more ~ just because I can ~ needing everything ~ money house man ~ not seeing all beauty ~ right here at my feet ~ in the smile of my son ~ the quiet in the street ~ looking out ~ hoping to see ~ past brooding me ~

O. D. D. O. M

~ overdosed on exercise ~

~ mind too tired to write ~

~ thoughts too fast to read ~

~ eyes to heavy to see ~

~ balance is what I need ~

~ to be healthy be free ~

Go inside once again,

to stabilise my mind,

validate my heart,

heal my wounds.

we worry over our impact upon our earth mother...

but we can now witness the world over...

mother takes no shit...

in a matter of weeks she leaves 1000s homeless...

takes lives without conscience...

we have created much...

many terrors, yet we are vunerable...

our universal cycle too big to comprehend, continues...

regardless of what we might do to the air waters, land...

learning to love and respect mother earth should be a natural whim...

we should worry about our soul...

our inability to love, living life one another...

we shall destroy ourselves, before we do our mother...

much of humanity worship undead, unreal, fame fantasy...

the cycle is culling, I wonder who and what will make the cut...

A magical night

of light

and wonder

reflection and hope

Love blooming high

in the night

vibrant by sight

felt under feet

HAPPY NEW YEAR

sheltered from the masses

resting in the shade

breathing in darkness

cooling weary pain

RiPpLe

Why am I...

The one who waits...

What is it...

That makes me so...

Then feel an idiot...

For having done...

When I am...

Not thought of...

Could likely cease...

To exist...

Without ripple...

Or effect...

lovesick

my worry is making me sick...
my heart a novelty ripped...
you unaware of all this...
as in another find bliss...

Uncertainty certainly runs deep...
Weighing reeling within me...
My all given taken with ease...
Nothing to show or appease...
What becomes of me...

Grow and Go...

You once were this...

Yet now youre that...

I taught you this...

You taught me that...

I am leaving...

You are to...

We grow we go...

Forward further...

Learning Life...

Leaving lessons...

Grow and Go...

a shot of grey...
out of the blue...
its not you...

my malaise...
holds no truth...
just blue of hue...

revisit past haunts...
lil substance taunts...
colour me blue...

dissecting thoughts...
restoring rapport...
coming through...

a spark of hope...
momentum gain...
forward reign...

Charity lurks,
waiting to pounce,
on the weak,
the unsuspecting.



Charity wrings,
blood from stone,
bread from bone,
of the poor.



Charity shines,
in the baubles,
with celebrity,
no anonymity.



Charity blatant,
more game,
more gain,
no shame.

#AsItComes

as the great cycle turns to end, and start, I watch in awe so small, my part,

which without a void, there'd be, a special one, only of me,

the future of I know not, yet great is the hope Ive got,

time a constant, love a plenty, truth abound in humanity.

#ItShallCome

I count my blessings and soothe my sorrows. #happiness



If tomorrow never comes, what could I have done. #mortal




By Eve's transgression, loneliness inherent. #ByWayOfEden




#lifecycle... reassessing . depossessing . reassessing . addressing . reassessing . progressing . reassessing . digressing . reassessing . processing . #bloom



anxiety whirls, whips, sanctity of slumber, definate departure, torn, aching.




Monday morning dawning, grey and warm, fickle winter, shortest day.




#quitter... overcome... dependancy... alone... always



#letting go
choose to chill. evade the ill.
harrowed mind. seek to find.
I shant miss. my due bliss.
I choose to chill.





infinite thoughts ricochet in the stream

leaving sleep without dreams

#flow

stasis mind . yearns . judges . loser . self . sacrifice . shares...

transient heart . loves . gifts . grows . teaches . seeks . finds . shares...

#bless
may you always...
see the beauty before you...
and not lose heart...





#alloytinmint embracing now... ignoring ego... making like a droid



I catch my breath. not saying. what. my heart thinks. or my mind feels




#frown
confusing simplicities
innocent pain
growing complexities
redistributing pain




in a tangle . what a mess . i guess it . was best left . #knitting #knot

my life in poetwees moons ago

life an experiment

many tests and controls

seeming random results

through chaos resolves

true magic

#InTheory #Of Thought.

understanding

the pathway

to gnosis.

My mortality... inferiority... I see in others lives...

My significance in mirror... I exorcise...

pain of chest... Silent resolve...

Im just... of human mould...

#live #learn.

in others we may see, the wrinkles we might, iron out of ourselves #learning #growing.

cease and desist

Time

my elusive friend

I wish

to enjoy your gift.

moments... made magical... memories.

My mortality... wafts frequently... through my mind... have to wonder why...

#life #flight #fancy.

living each breath... loving each lie... time goes by... #AllGood.

winter 2010 #poetwee

You shine bright. But you are weak. Tempt us out. Leaving us. To frost bite. #winter #sun




Your coldness leaves me static
Not wanting to be wrapped in your chill
Yet............
Not ready to move on
#winter #AboutADay




I wipe moisture from your panes
Testament of captured breath
I open you to a new day
So you can breathe again
#winter #wet



a shadow over chest.
so cold. so hot.
so...
I know. not what.
#winter #ills

Cloud like The Nexus through steel blue sky... #OminousSky

#Begone

For the life of me

radio raises the ghost

coincidence

consequence

how can I not remember

begone you pained

have lessons yet to learn

we werent

merely fleshmen

#remembrance

#GhostlyFear

you paralyse me still

ghosting through my dreams

held against my will

no-one can help

me

#remembrance

#SaltAndBurn

I thought

Id laid my ghost to rest

Clearly I have not

Haunted corridors n dreams

Bind me to the fear

Salt and Burn

I cannot

This ghost solid alive

I wrap my heart in leaden grief

My mind strength of spirit

Even in the waken state

I still feel him

#remembrance

cold feet...

warm hearth...

smoke chokes...

unwilling...

scent lingers...

after...

on cat...

#winter #warm

time ticks...

on...

faster than slow... goes... an eternity...

maybe... who knows...

time ticks...

off...

#secs #mins #hours

strong it beats alone...

its own rhythm...

other comes it flutters...

unashamedly so...

#onelove #ownlove

A special day...
Celebrated...
Loved...
Precious memories made...
For the youngest...
For the oldest...
Togetherness...
Sharing...
Warmth...
Laughter wafting free...
Fun alive humming...
Cullen's 13th year...

'a moment'

shelter me

if you must

but let me

see the sky

weeping heart

alone

exposed

so random

09:21 23-06-2010

light of sky

dark of earth

soon to reverse

sometimes the effort exceeds the reward
then sets in regret
I must remember to give and let go
knowing my peace
satisfied with being in the state to give
it being the reward
I must remember others not just I

a thousand words

...

and in my mind...
you mean more to me...
as I...
to you do...
but only in my mind...
love is blind...

boxed in

it seems

separate from them

just

one step

into momentum

a human number

squared

linear descend

cold and crisp

Birch of Silver

permanent sway

gnarly life

brightens the day

my ward
onward
forward
toward
reward

Happy Birthday Annie

A day of happiness many moons ago...

Has brought many a happy days for me...

Others of whom Im sure will certainly agree...

Your wit and charm delivered, disarm...

A mind is needed, swift...

To wrangle wits with you, he whom has the gift...

Of distance some, at times, a lengthy void...

But we ebb and flow, highs n lows...

Return to wrestle wills, and pose...

A fair year I hope youve had...

With a better one yet to come...

Have a most beautiful life, full of fun...

Wishing you the best!

Happy Birthday Annie

xoxoxo

my substance lost in ether...

I must journey alone to retrieve...

the life force unique to me...

my strength weakens,
as I cling to you,
I lose my ability,
to see,
to move,
to live,
and love.

I am my own,
worst enemy,
best friend,
I see,
I move,
I live,
and learn,
to love,
ME

angels do not announce themselves

We each have a path...

Not everyone is off to see the wizard...

Some know they are the wizard...

Others the path...

It's all much of a muchness...

Insanity can be contagious and dangerous.

Hand sanitizer is inefficient.

Tin foil hat to be worn at all times.

QUALITYquality

qualityQUALITY

QUALITYquality
qualityQUALITY

im mortal

So conflicted is the

mind no the heart no

the head no

I

A glimpse of serenity...

her gift to me...

No postering or pose for the daisy.
When the sunshines they bask.
When the sky rains they close.
No teaching just naturally grow.

Mauao once the nameless mountain

who was caught by the dawn.

Sits now like our sentry.

Our maunga is Mauao.

The finest of architects,

must've design these...

... I shall dream ...

... of He...

...who dreams...

...with me...

... steady He's my rock...

... My Journey Man...

#love #dream #MvC

Poetwee #soul #search

suffer

in silence

says other

no violence

of body

or mind

just

suffer

in silence

-body mortal-

tired soul

a transient trapped

in tactile emotional phase

-fade out when done-

_ I wonder _

_ what of me _

_ is you _

_ of you _

_ is me _

_ betwixt insanities _

_ did I leave _

_ to return to _

_ you of me _

I knit in straight lines

My mind drifts a fractious web

Both without apparent end

The tacky weave hath no beginning

- Your mirror warped -

- By tainted heart -

-Can see no truth -

-It is too dark -

June2010

I see

the lines

I paved

in mothers face

I see

life acceptance

in grandmothers grace

I see

mortality

in my childs eye

I see

immortality

in the deep stardust night

June 2010

POETWEE

2months 3weeks

in darkness hidden away

none know

our play

hush

crush

love

lust

- be my proxy in a reality bite -

- have been vamped now no fight -

- be my proxy cyber right -

in the now

stasis

deny emo

be void

observe

no lie

yet deny

own humanity

- Pattern of path -

- Proofing future vein -

- Faith flows through -

- Subtle changing same -

As Sandman comes,

I release,

becoming one,

insync inside,

of no mind,

I am.









Sleepless



In lethargy



I wrestle slumber



but why



in waiting



for what



nothing



it seems...

#silentnight

Into the darkness - lawn wet chills toes -

- I inhale -

Sharp dark air - excited - I raise my head -

- Stare into eternity-

mortal strength

- assuredly I say -

- it will all be well -

- not by my word -

- but as -

- the universal would have it -

- I am not faith -

- nor fate -

- but am -

- as the universal would have it -

" Fate fills in the blanks. Faith calms the turmoil."

Poetwee May-June

- Friday Rain -

heavy she falls
foresaking none
quenching one and all
on this the last day




#egotional

... beyond themselves they cannot see... mountain out of a molehill...



- profound malice -
- of a nurturer -
- the ego tripped over -
- vibrant enmity stewed -
- shared disease -
- hate wash over -
- away from me -




...fickle day... hot no cold... highs and lows...
...mind slown inside out... home sweet house...




- dried fruit and nuts an autumn suger sprinkle to sustain my weary mind -




#nonightowl

- sated day - patient night - will of wake - does subside -



#rhymeforseason

- autumn rain- clean the sky-
- make it shiny new-
- what wonders- she can do-




#lovebug

... solace in eyes of stormy sea...

...overwhelming ocean am I...

...two ships in the night...

- once shy-
- then bitten-
- I again smitten-




... converse with self...
... worst enemy...
... only friend...
... faithful truce...



- solemn sway in moonlight - pallid swatch of skin - the undead regal dance -




... scented words...denying heart... lapses in love...



#gumbootwalk

- excitement stirs the water -
- weightless hearts and minds -
- freedom splashing joy -


- naked feet hit pavement -
- rush home to dry clothed warmth -
- return and feed hunger -
- wonderful morning jaunt -


#morningmagic

victory in puddles
walk the drunken bridge
serenade from trees
shiver in soaken threads



#morning

torrent has ceased
silence deafening
await the day




#morningglory

... I rise... quite unlike a phoenix... from the ashes of my dreams...



#autumnrainsreflect

...reflection... in the puddles ... of summer long gone ...



#briefistime

... a space... a breath... a moment... a ppreciate...



#autumnrains

Gumboots splash in puddles...
hair ringlets in rain...
exaltant in the grey...



... Only time pieces... marked the flow... of the day...

Thursday...

Reflection...

Natural...

Meditation...

Walking...

Today...

Procrastination,

threw itself at my feet,

I stepped over it...

admired,

silver,

strong,

proud.

while in candyfloss sky...

Monsters warred...

and bickering birds,

fickle fly...

thankful am I...

Stunned by the naked beauty before me...







ever thankful...

poetwee

- Her meretricious nature -
- Lead to many indecent proposals -


- I shall soar -
- through starburst -
- know more than is -
- sense was is and will -
#morethanmortal


- for now I seek -
- brief respite in sleep -
- battle the monsters -
- from the deep -
#shatteredsleep

poetwee

- beyond the flesh - the aged soul - resembles not its vessel -

#vanity #truth

-natural age-

-not the norm-

-subject ridicule scorn-

-shallow minds empty eyes-

#truth #vanity

-hundreds of pics taken-

-whittled down to one-

-more perfect then I am-

#vanity #truth

- beauty rampant humanity -

obsession grand commodity

- evolving sophisticates -

- perfect faux -

- natural woe -

-with clear intent I surrender-

-exciting at what may come of you-

-in time-

-you reflect my beauty-

#truth #vanity

-am letting go-

-ready to grow-

-old gracefully-

-this suits me-

#truevanity.

- I do not wish -

- to see eternity-

- in this simple vessel -

#morethanmortal

poetwee

As zealots guard in shame.
With closed minds.
Do they miss the dawn.

>>> <<<

silence observes the passing noise

>>> <<<

vast the web we weave

a timeless sea

first in history

#haikuparty #twitter

poetwee

The season of the night...

Offers respite...

In cooler clime...

Less sunshine...

Rest...

>>> <<<

Conservative Culture.
Why run @ 100% when 75% will suffice.
Conserve Energy.
Slow Down.

>>> <<<

Being drawn in I let go,

floating away,

into the deep calm,

beyond knowledge,

consumed by rest.

>>> <<<

He

invites himself in.

So cool,

is He

winter tryst.

>>> <<<

Natures kiss ~
Promises this ~
Beauty stark ~
Transitions dark ~
Always true ~
Simplicity you ~
Phoenix rise ~
Consecrating fires ~
Levelling forces ~
Tempest courses ~
Egoless might ~
Contest fight ~
Immortal Youth ~

Finding Wings

Observing beauty of perfection vast...
I know tis not my last...
Faith laced within each breath...
Attend breeze to guide my step...
Curses given of a moment...
Enlightened by the experience darkness broken...
Releasing ego seeing self true...
Tides of love safety of you...
By will of the Most...
With a soul of the Ghost...
As ego of the Son...
Of this time I worship None...

Losing It

To lose faith:

in humanity is mind blowing,

in love is heart breaking,

in self is soul shaking,

in life is death living.

"Chasing the Sun leads to no end"

The obstacles,

are real,

though not all there is.

There is beauty beyond,

if we,

can only see.

~The pendulum of lust swings.

Manchurian doth sing.

An unknown tune.

The sound keeps me true.

Universe cyber hush.

Manchurian bound spell of lust~

Your load I cannot carry. Personalised for you.
Lets leave it here. Take a stroll.

Sparrow scattered lawn. Cat stretch and yawn.
Squeals of water-play. Warm autumn rays.

Hard tarseal spongy field. Old lemon tree mighty yield.

Shall we continue...

Continue...

As you wish.

Tyres screech no thud. Pause release breathe hard.
Smile to those on path. Sharing their space with a laugh.

Nearing your home. Playing spot the Gnome.
Sniffing scented blooms. Roses over your fence loom.

Youre home enjoy your eve. I smile and leave.

We have the same destination.
Our journey shapes our soul.
Preparing for the next unknown.

Fear a natural force.
A guide. A curse. A jailer.
Which face has yours.

Happiness is of the heart n head

It isnt Money or lack there of

~ Whats your focus happiness or money~

~Rehydrating self contemplating some, Anika serenades with solemn sound to a stoic day~

~every now and again I get the urge to cut and run ~

I have that urge now

~ To cut myself out of this circle~
~twtter~

#36663
~Revelations Mayan End~

~Systems Shift Beyond Own~

~Timewarps Mindsfold Chaos~
~Shifts To Lull Slowing~

~Heart Beat Strong~

Easter Cheers

~ new moon count begins ~

as the first quarter ends

~ we celebrate the death of one ~

with chocolate cheers

'*-.,.-*''*-.,.-*'

~festive fertility~

commercial commodity

consumer society

~resurrect humanity~

'*-.,.-*''*-.,.-*'

~relax unwind summers end~

lay fallow the ground

~prepare for winter cleanse~

burst forth life anew

'*-.,.-*''*-.,.-*'

~refrain contain assess~

~conflict address repair~

~access respite continue~

~ wake too early ~ here too long ~ same old song ~

~ clear blue sky ~ half moon high ~ fresh cool breeze ~ autumn eve ~

Its criminal that you shine so bright, when I only want to curl up in darkness...

I seek and find half dark I'll rest a time in thee...

Being drawn in I let go floating away into deep calm, beyond knowledge consumed by rest.

Time to blaze ~ off into the deepest corners of my mind. Where impossible ~ is nothing and where true love ~ isnt blind.

~The mosquito summons me to put her out of her misery though she tries to evade her fate~

~In darkness the moth dances around the light of global unity then flits off into the night~

To hell and back some will go before their revelation...

When in hell stop... let it all pass by... the chaos confusion the pain... lay low for a time... find anchorage... Love.