Tip toeing so elegantly upon the edge, while fear of madness pools in the eyes. 

The bridge of self pity only path presenting, except for the internal abyss. 

Where false promise of oblivion, solicits security guaranteed.

I've no firewalls no back up, duly keeping own counsel. 

Official pander and prep anticipate to manipulate froward panel.

I am not I alone, but guardian, mother and client.

I rest before swords at dawn, not hapless and not yet broken.

Trust upon authorities kin, I brace for the din.

Guard now protect the future, my mission, my statement, my all.

~ Tomorrow Swords at Dawn ~

So I went to the beach, that RENA wrecked.

I was lost for words.

The toxic viscose lay dangerously inert, inanimate.

Except for it's wafted scent.

Many stood like mullet, silently taking it in.

Tragic our beach ruined.

Harbours, inlets, our animals dying.

Human Error Kills.
Thursday 13-10-11

not ever

~ mistaken fool ~ you knew ~ you did ~ trusted not ~ self ~ signs ~ alarms ~ alerts ~ ignorance ~ now shame ~ muggle born ~

Deluded confusion I lie straight in bed. 

Blindfolded she weighs the doubts in my head,

with the realities whose clarity only she sees.

My senses are numbed, blinder than she.

She says; Search only your heart live only whats there.

Tis the only way to make your path clear.

Tilting my face toward her covered stare.

She imparts a message silent and pure.

Love only who you are.

She kisses my lips with energized fingertips and is gone.

You know when you look at a piece and think wow! Where did that come from?

our vibrance fades 

to shades of grey

rote relays we fade 

upon our face 

empty space 

of what was 

now mute now grey

30 Sept 2011


#tis 

~ sing it from the roof tops ~

~ rejoice it in a tweet  

~ I have yet ~

~ to admit so ~

~ to me ~

#stumnumb 

~ as I count the ways ~

~ to say ~

~ I bite my tongue ~

~ clench my heart ~ 

~ in silence ~

#me

~ beside myself inside ~ 

~ empty chaos breed ~

~ I not we ~

we

we never said never 

we never said ever

we never said we

we just were

we

  #Foolee 

Sorrow welling in her eyes. 

He had gone again. 

She was sure she meant more. 

That surety dissolving in acid stomach.

#Foolee  

She also knew. 

At his return. 

All would be forgotten. 

Forgiven. 

She could hold no ill feeling. 

For he was needed. 

Wanted.

#sweatdreams ~ heart racing in paranoid dreams ~ danger a monkey ~ raizing self from deep ~ 25-09-11

#treading ~ trying to grasp now ~ as yesterdays tomorrows ~ rise to overwhelm ~ 25-09-11

#poetwee

...now and beyond...

Looking FINE

~ Mr McCaw ~

Captain my Captain

~ 100% ~

#RWC2011 #AllBlacks

24-09-11

#HANDLE

- when things get tricky -

- I colour my wisdom -

- drown my logic -

- I handle the jandal -

24-09-11

my tether is weathered brittle to break

23-09-11

~ Dreams take the edge off some of life's sharp corners ~

#unrequited #kissingfrogs

19-09-11

~ Though the apple ~

~ falls not far ~ the seed within ~

~ is the anchor ~ the core ~ grows ~

~ creates life anew ~

#FathersDay

To @Juliasnz

"Im an Iceblock Robot on a conveyor belt."

(about study and stamina)

#3weeksago

You may well cry.

As I take your eye for mine.

I do not mind.

In eternal hate we bind.

No end.

#4monthsago

(state of the world)

The world a Coloseum as we celebrate death.

#4monthsago

(Osama dies 2 May 2011)

#NoMore

~ Give less than I want ~

Less than I need

Dont give me anything

~ Please ~

#NoLess #poem

#shine

~ I want to excite delight you ~ and in you ~

~ Excite delight me ~ and in me ~

~ For love lives in delight ~

#5monthsago

#MoveAlong

~ would you miss me ~ for a day ~

~ miss my smile ~ fun ~ neurotic way ~

~ or simply ~ miss all I say ~

#5monthsago

#9monthsago

#OfAChristmasEve

~ young girl ~ beyond your years ~ why smoke ~

#puppylove

~ lil joy waits patiently ~

~rolls over for belly rubs ~

~ oh how beautiful is puppy love ~

#yulestone

~ wasted tween ~ all alone ~ sways ~

~ onto road ~ its Christmas Eve ~

#poetwee12monthsago

#animalinstinct

~ I wait ~ I chase ~ I surrender ~

#appreciateme

~celebrate the body ~ all its brought me through ~

~ I'd not likely do to a friend ~ what I have done to you ~

~ Youve served me well ~ through thick and thin ~ addictions ~ flights of fancy ~

~ I didnt appreciate the toll on you ~ of my inconsistencies ~

~ time I cared for you ~ as you have done for me ~

#appreciateme

#birdfood

~ as wild birds come to feed ~

~ upon the goodies on my lawn ~

~ their characters I get to see ~

~ the great and the small ~

#moveon

~ forward in time ~ I move tonight ~ too soon ~ my darkness gone ~

~ hard to mope in summer sands ~

#love

~ I may not say ~

~ I love you ~

~ I only long ~ for your word ~

~ your smile ~ your happiness ~ is mine ~

~ though ~ I may not say ~

~ I love you ~

#crazycat

~ the cat has lost his marbles ~

~ a schizoid he pounces ~

~ on his imaginary friends ~

#springsky

~ the wind has died ~ so mourns the sky ~ he has left her numb ~

#2010

#1yearago

~ woken by silence ~ ebbing and lowing anxious ~ darkness starts to wind ~

#stormwarning

~ if sexy of mind ~ can redefine the body ~ what more can will do ~

#willdo

The witching hour ~ proving poetic I think ~ this ego I am ~

#myego

~ off to catch more dreams ~ peddle on black market make ~ a killing in Nod ~

#thedreamer

~ sleepless in sani ~ ty lost in the deep in the fanta ~ sy my mind come home ~

#lostinstorm

Data change of plans ~ Using slight of hand doesnt ~ Impress just tests Them

~ Phantoms in the night ~ Distant screams muffled darkness ~ In and Out Shadows ~ #stormymorn

~ I sink into the silences ~ Seeking refuge from the storm ~ Missing the window ~ Awake waiting ~ #spring

~ The briefest of silence pure ~ Amidst the elemental wrath ~ Blessings counted sending love ~ #springstorm2010

~ TV stutters ~ As darkness rages ~ Who will dominate the night ~

#springspat2010

~Wet and wild is the night ~ The beast is brewing ~ Dark out of sight ~

#spring2010

~ beyond pain ~ silence calm dormant ~ writhing reach ~

#GM3 ~ Deny me You ~ Upon pedestal pious ~ Your life a lie ~ You deny me you ~

#GM2 ~ The foetal thread ~ The follow through ~ Transgression of the seven ~

#GM ~ In the genes ~ 100% proof ~ Time is crime ~ Father aloof Circle late broke ~

~ Hard lesson learned ~ Loser will pay ~ Tough Love Bro ~

#eVoidThought ~ this void in my reality ~ that cyber cant fulfil ~ it's origins are first thought ~

~ our void our evolution ~

~ inside silence own ~ quiet universe of one ~ out of reach alone ~

#nonsensemostlymine

~ why not come to me ~ am I not

worthy really ~ blind insanity ~

~ Lay with me before the dawn ~

~ Stay forever in my dreams ~

#GoodnightMyLove

I only surrender wholly to thee

You are my Night my Love

I am with None as I am with You

Every night my Love

You take Me where no other can

Again tonight my Love

You know because You are

I am

Forever Night my Love

~ on the edge of consciousness ~ drifting in and out ~

~ places to see people to do ~ yet Im totally worn out ~

~the path of one complete~

unconditional one n all

~mourning loss living joy~

#wagamuffin

~ into eternity ~ just out of reach ~

~reality breach ~ shattered moments ~

~sparrow huddled against ponga trunk ~ shelter from the wind and rain ~

~inside silence own~

quiet universe of one

~out of reach alone~

#nonsensemostlymine

~ been no where ~ done no thing ~ am no one ~

#nonsensemostlymine

~ the heart sings loud sings clear ~ the mind muddies her song ~

#favourite

~ As you slip away you take my heart ~

~ The piece you had from the start ~

~ Be well Sweet One I wish you peace ~

~ I shall go console my grief ~

#1yearago

Dark breeze through the trees...

Who whispers on the wind...

Suburban sounds through eerie silence...

It's time to go in...

Im Fighting Sleep I Shall Surrender

Unto The Deep Beyond

What I Know

Time in the Twitterverse is twisted n tweaked.

Can know someone a day feels like sweet weeks...

Clouds drift across the moon.

But it will not rain soon.

On the land or in my heart,

they are just a part.

My mind simply expresses what is in my heart...

I shall think of ways to keep the two apart...

It is cold out. Will venture in.

Goodnight Eternal View.

The dark nights speckled light a universe away.

~ To Inspire Growth ~

~ Not Dependency ~

~ Is Rewarding ~

~ In Itself ~

"But where do I find true beauty?"

"You must seek within, for without you'll not find."

'Your warmth caresses ~ Savour

scent on breeze ~ I see you bloom

~ I hear you sigh ~ Nature my kind of guy'

~ To trap a dream in cybertime, a virtual dream Id have ~

WHY JUSTIFY I. WHO ARE YOU.

mmm I drown in you... Love... Sanity... I find in you... mmm sweet sleep

mmm I miss you... the mortal world drags... Im home I belong... mmm

hmm... sleep is wanting to take me...I fight without might...it feels funky I like...

drift ~ sea of dreams...

...indeed we know not

who the 'they' may be.

Could be 'you' could be 'me'.

I only know that the 'they' they be... o.O

In a hero's breathe...

Does beat my heart...

My mind drifted

as body relaxed

a cool breeze on my skin.

Birds chirped incessantly

during my moment of silence.

#1yearago

~ Each our own path walk ~

~ We can keep company part the way ~

~ Each our own path walk ~

#1yearago

I summon sleep!

Embrace me in your depths.

I ask eternally?

You say No.

#2yearsago

#twitter...

Twitter is borrowing the avatars,

theyre getting busts made of everyone...

#2yearsago

This was inspired

when all avis on twitter disappeared

there have been some amusing hiccups

that were enjoyed on a global scale in twitter.

To Sear with Sword.

To Wound with Word.

To Lessen with Lust.

So Fucked Up.

#2yearsago

mmm... your scent divine...

your warmth caresses my lips...

my tongue excites... mmm coffee

#2yearsago

Poetwee revisited

cleaning out my twitter favourites.

M = H3 x L360 ~ the measure of a man is the volume of his heart and the distribution of his love ~ 31 July 10

- Only Dr Who the Lord of Time can heal my heart in the blink of an eye - 31 July 10

~ the heart sings loud sings clear ~ the mind muddies her song ~ 31 July 10

~ your grasp too rough ~ your mind too brittle ~ your love too wrong ~ 30 July 10

~ I shant question ~ why ~ for I ~ need no longer ~ know ~ 30 July 10

~ oblivion waits for me ~ 28 July 10

- time sways in grey - no rush or delay - just grey - a time piece - will shatter such illusion - deluded I'll ignore - just sway in grey - 23 July 10

- Iced the air - shivers me timbre - a sorry song - 23 July 10

- up I must - for Ive snoozed - through all alarms - 23 July 10

Morning intrudes - I try to hide - in sleep - she finds me - undercover 23 July 10

#I . my soul sought understanding . placed me where . Id best learn . with teachers . situations . lessons . i am . here to know . the physical . feed the soul . 2 July 10

#Lifedlive ~ The past our guide - The present our path - The future our journey ~ #WeAreNow #NowIsGood 29 Jun 10

- my mind like an abyss - how is it I havent drowned - #depth #eternity 29 Jun 10

~ girlish laugh ~ grey of mane ~ your star still shines ~ today #grandmother 22Jun10

~ By Eve's transgression ~ Loneliness inherent ~ #ByWayOfEden 21 Jun10

#lifecycle ~ reassessing ~ depossessing ~ reassessing ~ addressing ~ reassessing ~ progressing reassessing ~ digressing ~ reassessing ~ processing ~ #bloom 21 Jun10

#shortestday ~ twas a short day ~ yet so long ~ in getting done ~ its only one ~ 21 Jun 10

~ anxiety whirls ~ whips ~ sanctity of slumber ~ definite departure ~ torn ~ aching ~ 21 Jun 10

~ Life is a canvas ~ many layers ~ many times ~ You'll be mine ~ #love #life 14 Jun 10